hmms. everyone seems to think i'm super drama. which i admit i am quite. hahaha. but while i do like to do the unusual, enjoy the ups and downs in life immensely and try to live an exciting life as i possibly can. i am rather toned-down about final goodbyes. i never understood the whole screaming and yelling fights that couples would get into and then break up. or the massive blowups between friends and the 'this is it i'm no longer your friend' kinda thing.

i just decide suddenly that i've had it. inform the other and get up and walk away. which on hindsight feels abit selfish and rather cold? shrugs. that's how i deal, by cutting someone off completely i suppose.

but the point is. i'm still waiting for the one to stand up and say no..